With candles, you can do amazing things. 🙂 It’s understandable since you are blind, and the Ancient Ones do take this into consideration when you are reaching out to them for assistance. By building, I also refer to dealing with the “The Nemeses” piece by piece. It’s like a war; you have to go battle-by-battle to achieve victory. In your case, I think this is the best direction to go with. I also highly suggest reaching out to an Ancient One, and feeling which one is willing to work with you. Have you tried this?